a day like this..

there are days when living far away from my family,from my best friends,from where i grew up ,just get to me..and i find myself so badly wanting to wollow in self pitty(this may or may not be one of those days:))although i wil say i sat on the rocking chair with my son this morning while we went through his little pphoto album of all his aunts and uncles and cousins and mimi and pap in pa..i got a little choked up.its probably a good thing that i keep these feelings inside(my blog is an exeption:))cause i think talking to someone about it may only make it worse..soo i will stop right there on that subject.:)

asher woke up on the wrong side of bed this morning..he wa a grouch all morning til finally he took a long nap and this time woke up on the right side of bed..im babysitting for a friend of mine whil shes at a lunch...and he is keeping asher entertained nmow by playing his lille singing giraffe over and over again:)i think we need to have another kid:)jk!

its sooo hot here today..the past 2 days have gotten warmer and warmer and im jsut sure todays the limit!soo i dont think ill be laying out today..plus im babysitting till 2 ish..
he has so much fun in his bouncer nd i love it..its wen i get my best work done:)
i love gettin him to smile with his nuk in..

those little feet..i love his feet!

peeking around the corner..

so intense

love this guy!!

an update on "us"

i love my blog...you wouldnt know it if you looked at it..but i really do love it.its just so rare that i sit at the computer and write on it..:(
asher,asher, asher....my life is so much sweeter with him..he is scooting all over the place...he dont really know hes doin it yet but he is..i lay him on a blanket and a few minutes later he is on the other side of the room just talkin to himself...i have been breastfeeding himand i love it and had planned on doing so till he is about a year old or ready to eat only solids(i dont want to have to buy that much formula)but my milk supply has been super low lately so i finaly called my dr today and got a prescription..im hopeing it works!!
im on a diet..i dont like to call it a diet..i want this to be a way of life..and the author of the 17 day diet(www.the17daydiet.com/ )says the same..ive been on it a week and have lost 7 pounds(i think..my scales isnt right..but i weighed myself on there when i started and today and its 7 pounds different...but its just the wrong number..u get me?)anywyas i am loving this thing..its easy and making me realize what kind of crap i put in my body!i eat a ton of vegetables and chicken and fish...i feel o good and i dont feel like im starving myself or setting my self up for failure after its over..i am on the right road:)
my husband...marriage really does just keep gettin better...i married the most incredible fun patient and loving man..i love him more seeing him as a father..last night he was talkin to asher and his little eyes were just glued to his daddys..melts my heart everytime..hes staying busy at work..on sat they played in a ball tourny and had to play 5 games in a row..soo saying hes sore is an understatement..he also got a massive strawberry on his leg and about screams everytime he gets in the shower..poor man!:)
i planted my garden with my father in law(hes the master at gardening) on friday..i cannot wait for my vegetables to come up!speaking of vegetables i need to go make supper:)
(at his daddys first ball tounry earlier this year..he loves goin to games and just cant stop watching all the action goin on on the field)