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im so in love with my husband-hes far more then i deserve..we have an adorable little boy who was born in november '10 and has light up our world!i love color,boots,a bottle of wine,lights,music..and the list goes on.i have my own style...one that changes whenever i feel the need.:)i love being outside ,seeing new things,and dreaming of what else i wana do in my life.i got married in sept 09 and moved 10 hours away from the town i lived in for the past 21 years..but i love this new life ive started and am so excited to see what else Gods gana do with my life.my husband is the most incredible man ive ever met and he makes life that much more enjoyable.meeting new people is a thrill to me..especially since moving,ive had to make allot of new friends and i love what all these people add to my life.i love life and am living it to the fullest.

Wednesday, June 30, 2010


week #17 has come upon me...i cant beleive how fast the time has gone thus far.since the last time i wrote so much has happened!first off..some of my family came to see me 3 weeks ago.it all started out with me calling my mom and this is what she heard"mom..its time!i need you to come down here now." and jsut like that my mother being the wonderful loving women she is...bought a ticket for the next weekend and came to see me...about a week before she came and only a few days after she bought her ticket my brother and his wife decided they wanted to come the same weekend since no other weekend was working ...and then I decided that this would be a great opportunity for my oldest neice jasmyn to come visit for a week..drive down with them and i would take her home a week later..sooo they ALL came:) mom came on thursday(a day earlier then the rest) i have never been so ready to see my mom as i was that weekend..since being pregnant i feel like ive been allot more homesick..probably from not feeling good and really jsut wanting my mom..im such a mommas baby..this will never change:)so thursday we spent the day doing all kinds of mom and me things..went shopping met some friends for lunch got groceries and then came home and mom made one of my favorite meals for us taht night..chicken pot pie..DELICIOUS!

i was thrilled!that weekend was fabulous!we even had a work night at our house ..all of matts family came and the ones from my family taht were here..and we tore this place apart outside which was badly needed!and my mom added her touch to my porch with all kinds of potted plants..which now is my pride and joy..wen i come home i like to stop in my driveway just to look at my porch:).


so jasmyn stayed the next week..and we had such a good time together..i loved having her around here...to talk to and help me with things and just hang out with me:)..we left monday morning to go to pa..and i spent a week there..matt flew up on thursday night and we drove home together monday morning..it was an incredible week!we had so much fun!i was happy to be home..and now i am in my 2nd trimester..its amazing how much better i feel..not so lazy,not so yucky,not so tired and not so grouchy:)my husband is thankful for that..although he says im still not back to my old self..i really did not know that i would be this different while being pregnant..but he says im completely different then i was before pregnant..so weird.

last week while in pa i was laying in bed one night and i felt this "popping" in my belly..i immediately looked at matt and said"um i think i just felt the baby move" it was pretty incredible!but i didnt feel it since then..until sitting here:) and im feeling all kinds of little "fluttering" goin on..im assuming thats the baby...and im guessing in a few weeks once it becomes more frequent ill know wether or not it is...but i like to think it is..and it amazes me!i cant wait for matt to be able to feel the baby move i think hes gana be pretty amazed!:)

a little husband praise here...just because i cant help it.. i am constantly amazed that God would give me such an incredible man to take care of me and love me for the rest of my life.trust me the past 4 months it could not have been easy..i KNOW i have been anything but myself since being pregnant..normally im an active, up for anything, always wanna have fun ,laughing ,friendly person-but not those first couple months after gettin pregnant..i layed around on the couch for days,the house didnt get cleaned for weeks!!and i really didnt wanna do anything,go anywhere,hang out with people or cook..definately not cook..even grocery shopping was a pretty big chore.on top of all that..the poor man never new wen i was ganna snap or what i was ganna snap about..i asked him one time "do u think ive really changed since im pregnant?"he replied"um yea completely different! you get mad at things that you would normally never get mad about "...i then told him..,just to ignore it wen i do(althoguh dont let me no ur ignoring it:))but he has been so patient,and soo caring.always looking out for me and never making me feel bad for not getting things done.i know not all husbands would be like that..so i am so thankful!i also had to ask him if this is gana due him in for having kids he calmly replies"umm im not sure" :)we know its gana be worth it!!more and more this baby is taking over our thoughts and all our prayers.fathers day got me thinkin again how wonderful of a father matts gana be..i just cant wait to see him with this child...:)




i have a doctor app tomorow morning..i always look forward to them..not sure what were doin tomorow but hopefuly ill get to hear the heartbeet agian:)i could listen ot that all day long.

wel im gana go rest for a bit.so long for now

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Belly shots and random pictures















Well here i go ..starting with belly pictures..i didnt want to post these on facebook or something real public cause im nto a fan of the whole world checking out my belly...soo i just decided to put some on here...this is my 13 week picture..not a whole lot there..i gained about 5 pounds so far...cant wait till this belly is big and kickin:)
i started a journal type thing..i bought this book a long time ago with the intention that i would write to my baby and abt my pregnancy..so i began this a week ago..and im tryin to keep up with that and this...When i was 13 ish--my mom and i DID NOT get along..it was awful i thought she was the worst person ever and that she just didnt "care" about my feelings..yesterday while writing i wrote in my book about seeing the baby on the ultra sound and i wrote this.."at that moment i knew this child would be and already was the most loved child..this child was mine..and i would do ANYTHING to protect my baby...im always gana love this child more then he/she will ever know...untill he/she has a child of there own.." as i wrote this i remembered my mom..and i thought wow!!my mom must love me so incredibly much and i know she laways has because of how i feel about this tiny child inside of me now...i know noone could love this child more then i do now...and to think that 22 years ago my mom thought the same thing about me..WOW!!!! its such an incredible feelin.so to my mom...i know i will never ever know how much u prayed for me and how much you love me...but i think i have a glimpse...and im amazed.i pray i will be as good of a mother to my child as you were to me.im so thankful that i can be so secure in my moms love for me..and i pray my child will feel that from me as well.i love you!!!














a picture of the proud parents to be:)we couldnt be more excited!!








>a few random pictures i wanted to post<





A little town near us that we love,Landrum,North Carolina-














well end with this beautiful little peice my hubbys cousin put together..shes so creative..














Dont you just wish thered be some 4 feet sticking out of this jeep...didnt have the props:)