Well here i go ..starting with belly pictures..i didnt want to post these on facebook or something real public cause im nto a fan of the whole world checking out my belly...soo i just decided to put some on here...this is my 13 week picture..not a whole lot there..i gained about 5 pounds so far...cant wait till this belly is big and kickin:)
i started a journal type thing..i bought this book a long time ago with the intention that i would write to my baby and abt my pregnancy..so i began this a week ago..and im tryin to keep up with that and this...When i was 13 ish--my mom and i DID NOT get along..it was awful i thought she was the worst person ever and that she just didnt "care" about my feelings..yesterday while writing i wrote in my book about seeing the baby on the ultra sound and i wrote this.."at that moment i knew this child would be and already was the most loved child..this child was mine..and i would do ANYTHING to protect my baby...im always gana love this child more then he/she will ever know...untill he/she has a child of there own.." as i wrote this i remembered my mom..and i thought wow!!my mom must love me so incredibly much and i know she laways has because of how i feel about this tiny child inside of me now...i know noone could love this child more then i do now...and to think that 22 years ago my mom thought the same thing about me..WOW!!!! its such an incredible feelin.so to my mom...i know i will never ever know how much u prayed for me and how much you love me...but i think i have a glimpse...and im amazed.i pray i will be as good of a mother to my child as you were to me.im so thankful that i can be so secure in my moms love for me..and i pray my child will feel that from me as well.i love you!!!a picture of the proud parents to be:)we couldnt be more excited!!
>a few random pictures i wanted to post<
A little town near us that we love,Landrum,North Carolina-
well end with this beautiful little peice my hubbys cousin put together..shes so creative..
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