i absolutely love mornings with my son.he is soo wirey in the mornings.does not stop talking and smiles at anything and everything.its really kinda turned me into a morning person.never thought the day would come!:)his hair is always sticking straight up or out or any which way,and thats how he prefers it,i am not aloud to take wet fingerd through his hair to make it look better.:)he loves to get up,get a bowl of dry cereal and sit and watch his cedarmont kids video.i call that his devotional time:)

he is teething pretty bad right now and during the day if hes not being entertained he gets pretty crabby so yesterday i did allot of sitting on the floor and playing with him which made him incredibly happy.but it made me think so much how its gana be when i have 2!how in the world do u make time for both of them when newborns are so needy and with breastfeeding it feels like your always attached.im sure every mom figures this out on her own and i look forward to it,i just hope my son adjusts well to it:)i have an ultra sound today im 19 weeks and the dr informed me today i could find out what the sex of the baby is.as much as i would love to know i know if id find out id be disapointed that i know:) that was one of the most exciteing things about going to the hospital to have asher was not knowing what we were having alghouth we did think it was a boy.so this childs gender will remain unknown:)i am praying my c section with this child goes better then with the first.i had a terrible experience with the first and a part of me feels it all could have been avoided had i not agreed to them putting me on pit. but its in the past and there is nothing i can do to change it now.i desperately wanted to have a vbac btu after talking with my drs this timeand them telling me id have to switch hospitals and go to one thats about an hour away and even then it wasnt guarenteed that id have a vbac we decided c-section with my same dr is what were gana do.and now that weve set that up im kind of excited about it.with my family living 10 hours away it makes it allot easier to plan.mom is going to come downa day or 2 before the baby comes and then when were in the hospital she can stay home with asher so he dont have to be going here and there.i think it really will be nice.but like i said im hopeing this c-section goes allot better then the first.apparently I had an allergic reaction to the anestesthesia and it just totaly knowcked me out.there is very little that i actualy remember about ashers birth.butt matt remembers it and everytime we talk abotu it i think he tells me something that i didnt know:)thank God for my husband being in there with me!were still working on picking on names.we have girls name that we love! but we havent talked much about boys names.ashers name came to us from the Lord and we KNEW beyond a shaddow of a doubt that asher was saposed to be his name.this child we havent heard that yet,so speak Lord!:) im slowly but surely feeling the baby move.this child isnt as active as asher was at this stage.but every now and then i feel it.that is proabbly my faveorite part about being pregers.i love when the baby starts moving that you can actualy see my belly rolling.its amazing when i think about how a child is formed in my belly!and what a bond you have with your children.yesterday i was thinkin abotu jsut how much time i spend with my son.it is pretty much every hour of every day except for when he sleeps.yesterday it was taken to the extreme.we were together alll day and then he showered with me,played by my feet as i got dressed and played by my feet as i washed dishes:)talk about attched at the hip! being a mom has made me think allot abotu my erlationship with my mom,how special it is,to me its just cause shes my mom,but she has soo much time and energy invested in me.its so weird to think about her carryin me in her belly for 9 months.doesnt seem real. this blog has to cme to an end cause suddenly my happy mornign boy turned into a whining screaming child.he dont like when im on the computer i guess.so goodbye for now.