Week # 20!!! where is the time going??!!its insane how fast this is going-this week marks my half way point.incredible!!it just keeps getting more excited-baby mullet has been moving more and more.although the past couple days i have only felt him/her 1 or 2 times.im a huge fan of www.babycenter.com i go on it regularly and it always fills me in on whats goin on this week with the baby and also how i might be feeling-last week was the week that they think the baby can begin hearing you..so ive been making a special note to read aloud when i have my devotions,or just to talk to it every now and then .Matt thinks its a bit awkward talking to my belly-but i think once he can feel it move it wont seem so strange:)the other night we were watching tv and matt was rubbing my belly i told him just to hold his hand still and when he di i said"this is daddys hand baby mullet,whenever you feel the big hand you know its daddys:)"and about 20 seconds after i said that the baby started wiggleing around-i think matt was a little proud:)hes gana be sucha great daddy.

today i was having one of those"i just cant wait any longer "kind of days-soo i went in the baby room and was figuring out some ways im gana decorate and then i hung up a bunch of the baby clothes i had and emptied out the closet so the baby has closet space:)but i so badly wanted to hold the child in my arms-i did consider gettin a peice of baby clothing and rocking it back and forth but i new that would make the ache in my heart bigger cause i KNOW babies are heavier then that:)soon enough ony-soon enough!:)

wednesday we have our doctor app that was saposed to be alst week but got changed to this week-soo this is the week we could find out what were having BUT we are not going to..although for about 5 small seconds today i thought id really like to know-i quickly pushed that thought aside.

i have a little book i keep by the computer called"a pocketful of promises" its a bunch of verses on certain topics and then love letter from God to us..and today i went to the topic "Gods promises for family but i accidently opened to Gods promises for my dreams..and this is what i read..and i loved it..so fitting seeing as that my dreams of becoming a singer or a nurse has changed to having a family with the man i love,as we follow in the footsteps of the God we love..and HE showed me this..
PRoverbs 13:12 When dreams come true at last,there is life and joy" i love the part "there is LIFE" WOW ..we serve an AWESOME God.


well tahts all i got for now..so long my friends.