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im so in love with my husband-hes far more then i deserve..we have an adorable little boy who was born in november '10 and has light up our world!i love color,boots,a bottle of wine,lights,music..and the list goes on.i have my own style...one that changes whenever i feel the need.:)i love being outside ,seeing new things,and dreaming of what else i wana do in my life.i got married in sept 09 and moved 10 hours away from the town i lived in for the past 21 years..but i love this new life ive started and am so excited to see what else Gods gana do with my life.my husband is the most incredible man ive ever met and he makes life that much more enjoyable.meeting new people is a thrill to me..especially since moving,ive had to make allot of new friends and i love what all these people add to my life.i love life and am living it to the fullest.

Thursday, October 28, 2010

today was a wonderful day-my mom my gramma and my aunt stopped in at my hosue for lunch on there way to florida:) i woke up this morning and cleaned up my house ,lit all my candles and made the house smell real cozy for my gramma and aunt who were seeing it for the first time-i love showing off my house:)and am soo proud that my hubby did all the work in it to make it as lovely as it is:) so they came got the grande tour and we sat down for lunch-they brought me all kinds of yummy pa food(Thats the food i cant get down here) it was so much fun to look through it all-my sister sent some cheese down for me:)and mom just brough all kinds of stuff and my aunt brought me food from the place i used to work at(i worked for her and my uncle for about 3 years) and beleive me food from there is THE BEST!:) so now i am in my glory with my fridge fully stocked with my pa food and baby mullet is more then tickled wen i send that food down his.her way..haha!:) having mom and them here was just ..alli can say is..good.it seems everytime my mom or any family member comes its right on time..u no..right on time as in..i dont think i could go much longer without seeing family..sometimes that "time" is a few weeks,sometimes a few months...sometimes a few days after the last time..but everytime i see them-its right on time..and then i feel "recharged" for a little while.although im never ready to see them leave..and tehre may or may not be tears shead when they leave.sometimes i feel like i have tried to hide my homesickness so much that even i dont really know when im homesick..my husband says he can always tell...but i think most the time i dont even realize thats what it is cause i so badly try to stuff it in.and alst night he said something to me that made me realize..its that time.soo for my mom gramma and aunt to come today u see why im sayin it was right on time:) but definately not long enough-but its ok cause once baby mullet is born my mom is coming to spend a week with us...and oh my word how excited i am!!!whenever i think about the baby being born-i think ab out my mom being here for a week and its just double the excitement:)(yes i AM a momma baby )
anyways...this post is very random-i wanted to post pictures of my baby room and baby stuff for my sisters to see:)since they wont be here for a while yet i figured id do it this way..so here it goes..
baby/spare room...a bit crowded but the stroller carseat etc is about to go out in the truck..

crib:)

my hobby lobby buy(on the right) and my own making on the left:)

car seat and diaper bag with one boy outfit and one girl outfit..all rady to go to the hospital:)

baby mullets closet:)

changing table is in our room since theres not enough room in babys room.the shelf sitting on the changing table is saposed to be hung up above it and i wana hang baby towels and babys robe on it:) what will go on top..im not sure yet..we shal see.

a view of all the "stocking up" weve got :)

im borrowing my sister in laws basinet which we have set up beside my side of the bed:)conveniant isnt it..

just waiting for baby:)6 more weeks:)

and thats all i have...hope you guys enjoyed and karen and rosa can picture it now:)
heres a taste of today :)

thats alll:)good week to you

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

33 weeks down...7 more to go.its so close i can almost feel it.the past week or so has really gone slow:( probably because i thought last week that i was 33 weeks with 7 to go only to find out i was 32 with 8 to go-so now i just feel like im 33 weeks for a long time:(my prayer everyday is that ill go early:)im now at the point where im very ready for this to happen-sunday i had such a rough day-for some reason i was EXTREMELY emotional..i cried most of the church service and the rest of the day it came and went-course it didnt help that i threw up sunday morning at church:(also didnt help that someone(inocently) asked me over the weekend in a sincere concerned voice"are u expecting twins?" me-"no why" "cause your getting really big" quite conforting isnt it:)bless her heart she had no idea how upset it made me.bless my husbands heart then as well cause that night wen we went to bed(which was the first we were alone all day) i cried and gave him an earful about my twin like body:) anyways after sunday was over i looked at matt and just said "make it end...im so ready for this part to be over with!!!"
last night they had my baby shower here in nc..i got so many lovely gifts and now have almost everything i need..so today i spent the day washing baby stuff and putting it nicely away-also got my babies hospital stuff together..1 boy outfit and one girl outfit,along with a few snuggly blankets and a little beanie:)all this did not help my antsyness:)i spent the day thinkin about holding the baby-what its gana be.who it wil look like and how matt will react:)7 mre weeks ony..7 more weeks(or as i tell matt..7 weeks but it could be 5:))
i keep wondering what on earth am i gana look like after this child is born...not right away of course but in a few weeks/months...please Lord give me that youthful look back-i feel like i look like a very aged women..the stretch marks..oh the stretch marks!!!!i continue to lather on the lotion,bio oil ,cocoa butter and whatever else i can get my hands on that i think or have heard works.yet still those little suckers continue to pop up.
i have had terrible pressure in my baby outcoming area:) to the point where just turning over at night just aches!after sitting for a while or laying,getting up is awfully painful!the dr says this will only get worse..lovely!but ive also heard taht since i had it so bad now..maybe that meens i will actualy go early:)ill take the pressure if thats what it meens:)
the baby is carrying super high-which has made it hard to breath at time,and sitting here at the computer dont always work so well either-the baby gets kinda annoyed with my slouching..usually wen i sit here he/she feels like it just cant get confortable(which it pry cant) feels pretty funny
me and 2 of my best friends and tehre hubbys are goin camping..im talking hard core camping,tents food over fire cold as winter camping:)im so excited..best part..were all 3 pregnant:)talk about troopers!!!its gana be a blast:)
well i think thats about all i have to share for now...
one picture just for exciting sake:)
matt cant wait to see our baby reppin clemson:)

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

i dont have much to say but i had to write about this cause it made me so happy-last night matt and i actualy went to bed at the same time(very rare since im always tired allot sooner then he is) and as we were layin there baby mullet was soooo active so matt had his hand on my belly and for the first time the baby stayed just as active as it was before..it seems as though everytime i tell him to put his hand there the baby stops and will hardly move..but last night he/she was kicking and flipping and wat not all...it was so fun we layed tehre and just talked about how i was feeling and how anxious were begingin to get(or im begining to get) while baby mullet was just hangin out under daddys hand:) the one time it kicked really hard that we were both like whoa:)matt usually doesnt have much patience with waiting for he/she to move...but maybe after last night he will cause it was pratty cool.anyways-last night was something i wana remember-whether we have more nights lke that or not..i wanted to type it out so its never forgotten...
yesterday i beleive i felt my first of braxton hicks:(stephy and i were out wlking and about 5 times i got this sharp sudden pain in my lower belly... i wasnt to amused by it..

you have to excuse this post..i no its random and probably nothign to exciting for anyone reading-but this blog is all about moments i want to be able to read about later in life..things i dont want to forget...therefore sometimes my posts may seem a bit strange..but this is for me..not really for you:)(although i love all my readers) anyways..heading out to pa tonight and am sooo anxious to go...last time i was up there-mom kept wanting to feel the baby move but it never did..and now its sooo much more active so im hopeing it gives gramma a few nice big kicks:)

thats all i got for now people

Monday, October 4, 2010

Today is the kind of day i have been waiting for..the kind when i wake up in the morning and i know..i just know "today im gana get allot done!" and i did:) wioth all the energy i could muster upi took on cleaning my whole house..all at once!!since i been pregnant i will clean one room..and then do antoerh room the next week n so on-so my house has never felt "all clean" at once:) until today:)and let me tell you how good it feels-dispite the horrible ache in my back..its a great feeling:)
fall has FINALLY arrived here in the south!!and it came with a bang!!suddenly it is super cold around here...but i love every bit of it!:)weve had our windows open for the past week or so..no matter how cold it gets we leave them open ..we both get warm quickly so we like a cold house..then we bundle up if need be:)electra on the other hand is constantly finding a blanket to snuggle up in..she seems a little cold:)
week #31 has arrived as well:)and were still kicking:)i loveee tthis part of my pregnancy..my belly has become quite a distraction for me:)i find myself staring at it waiting for it to move from one side to the other-or a little bump to bulge out so i can push it in ..thats my favorite part..ill feel the babies foot or knee or something sticking out and then ill push it in and feel it go..and in a bit it turns up somewhere else..so ill push it in again....we could play this game for hours i thik..every dnow and again baby mullet will finally just"stay in":)i can often feel its little butt sticking up too..its awesome to be able to feel exactly where the baby is..last weekend we were camping with our church and i told matt to feel the left sideof my belly then feel the right..he jsut laughed.the right was hard as a rock and the left was a pile of mush:) so matt scooted baby over to the left side..but it quickly went back to the right:)it seems to like the right side a bit better:)matts neices get sucha kick out of feeling my belly-and i get a kick out of them tryni to find it or little sophia puts her ear to my belly to ttry to hear the baby:)oh yes i love being pregnant...its so fun all the new things that happen inside of you...but i am sooo ready to get this body back into shape..i have gained an enormous amount of weight and it bothers me soo bad yet at the same time i am pregnant..i did hope that wen i would get prego i would keep my body and just pop out the front..this soooo did not happen-i HATE taking pictures of myself cause i cant stand how puffy my face looks or how flabby my arms are..and PLEASE dont get my ancles on the picture!i have none!:) i can laugh about it now..but in 9 weeks once babies out of my tummy..i will not be laughing!! i pray everytday that God will give me energy to work off the baby weight and that i will be happy with how i look..cause we all know how you feel about yourself is what matters the most:)dnt amtter what others say.i ahd to take my rings off today-it was hard work getting them off..but with the help of butter and cold water..they came off..my fingers are so swollen that my rings left a bold red mark around my finger..so im guessing i wont be wearing them for the next 9 weeks..i hate not wearing my rings..for a few reasons btu the main one..i dont want people thinking that i got knocked up and have no husband to take care of me:)so i might make matt go get me a bigger ring that you can buy at walmart:)
i get to go "home" (my other home:))to see my family this weekend!i am sooo excited!this will be the alst time ill go to pa before baby mullet arrives..that itself is pretty exciting:) but i cant wait to meet my latest nephew Carson Miles..my brother raym and his wife jo had there baby a few weeks ago and it tears me up that i stil havent met him..but soon enough..i plan on holding him all weekend:)thursday wen i get tehre im spending the afternoon with my cousin/best friend..and this is sucha special thing for me..her birthday is on wednesday so im soo glad i get to hang out with her for her bday:)and since shes goin on vaca for 2 weeks on friday im glad im catching at least one day to be with her:) SUPER excited to hang out with my sisters(including my sis in laws..they are my sisterS) and my mom i know they already have a few things planned and i am beyond excited...wen we all get together you KNOW theres gana be a good time..i adore my sisters n mom...there is no other women who i id rather spend my time with...being away from them is the hardest thing..and also the best thing..the best thing because wen i come home..were together alllll weekend:)that wouldnt happen if i lived there:)i often wonder what it would be like if i lived 5 minutes from them...i cant let myself think about it too much or i could getg really down about it..but for a little ..its a super fun thought:) the BEST part about going "home" is staying with my mom and dad ...it feels nothing like it did before i was married...sure back then it was just the 3 of us as well...but i didnt appreciate them then like i do now..i didnt "drink in "every moment i had with them at the thouse then like i do now...and i defninately didnt have that thought that this is only for a few days like i do now..oh i am always ready to come home (my home..here in nc)no doubt about that...but its nice cause wen i go to pa...i know that this is only for a few days...therefore i find myself just bathing in the time i spend with my family...i find myself looking at each one of them a little longer cause i know it will be a while before i see them agian-i find myself doing things like watching a movie at my sisters late at night dispite the facet taht i am getting up early because i jsut cant do that any other day..or picking my neices up from school cause really how many times will i be able to that before they graduate:) or laying in bed with my parents and watchin deal or no deal cause next time were together matt will probably be with and i know he wont wana lay in bed with mom and dad...or take a nap with mom in her bed in the middle of the afternoon cause in a week ill be napping alone again....a year ago..all these "small" things became big to me...all these things are no longer just something i can do but something i GET to do:) some of you might think this is sad...but for me its not sad...i love the way i feel wen i go back to pa now...the feeling like i wana do all i can while i can cause im goin home in a few days and it will be a while before ill get to do this again...its a good feeling..its a live like ur dying feeling..only im not really dying..its just not everyday that i get to be with my family:) and this weekend is especially special..cause it is most likely the last time i go "home"(to pa) alone...after this weekend i wont get to go to pa just like that-cause ill have child... which will probably make my trips to pa that much more exciting but also probably allot mroe limited.:( but thats ok-ill just make my fam come to see me:)
enough of my rambling...i wana post some pictures...
this is week 30(i had just scratched my belly..those are not stretch marks on my belly)

last week one day stephy and i went out on a drive and picked some berries to make wreaths with-we were sure if we were allowed to pick them so we did it very sneakily...and then the next day we made thee beautoiful fall arrangements

so proud of ourselves:)

even though its pretty much dead berries hangin on my door now..it was pretty for a few days:)and it brought many smiles to my heart cause i made it with my own hands :)

matt didnt have any games last week and by thursday evening i ws really bored..so we played jenga..i love this game..and get quite into it:)

we laughed so hard everytime it would fall..well i would laugh so hard matt just laughed at me laughing..i dont no why i found it so funny..btu i did.

our little pookie hangin out with us:)as she always does:)

n last but not least-my hubby and i ..in 9 weeks we wil be parents:)could life get any more exciting?! matt is not a fan of taking pictures obviously..and me..well heres my puffy face:)


enjoy your week!!!!:)