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im so in love with my husband-hes far more then i deserve..we have an adorable little boy who was born in november '10 and has light up our world!i love color,boots,a bottle of wine,lights,music..and the list goes on.i have my own style...one that changes whenever i feel the need.:)i love being outside ,seeing new things,and dreaming of what else i wana do in my life.i got married in sept 09 and moved 10 hours away from the town i lived in for the past 21 years..but i love this new life ive started and am so excited to see what else Gods gana do with my life.my husband is the most incredible man ive ever met and he makes life that much more enjoyable.meeting new people is a thrill to me..especially since moving,ive had to make allot of new friends and i love what all these people add to my life.i love life and am living it to the fullest.

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

33 weeks down...7 more to go.its so close i can almost feel it.the past week or so has really gone slow:( probably because i thought last week that i was 33 weeks with 7 to go only to find out i was 32 with 8 to go-so now i just feel like im 33 weeks for a long time:(my prayer everyday is that ill go early:)im now at the point where im very ready for this to happen-sunday i had such a rough day-for some reason i was EXTREMELY emotional..i cried most of the church service and the rest of the day it came and went-course it didnt help that i threw up sunday morning at church:(also didnt help that someone(inocently) asked me over the weekend in a sincere concerned voice"are u expecting twins?" me-"no why" "cause your getting really big" quite conforting isnt it:)bless her heart she had no idea how upset it made me.bless my husbands heart then as well cause that night wen we went to bed(which was the first we were alone all day) i cried and gave him an earful about my twin like body:) anyways after sunday was over i looked at matt and just said "make it end...im so ready for this part to be over with!!!"
last night they had my baby shower here in nc..i got so many lovely gifts and now have almost everything i need..so today i spent the day washing baby stuff and putting it nicely away-also got my babies hospital stuff together..1 boy outfit and one girl outfit,along with a few snuggly blankets and a little beanie:)all this did not help my antsyness:)i spent the day thinkin about holding the baby-what its gana be.who it wil look like and how matt will react:)7 mre weeks ony..7 more weeks(or as i tell matt..7 weeks but it could be 5:))
i keep wondering what on earth am i gana look like after this child is born...not right away of course but in a few weeks/months...please Lord give me that youthful look back-i feel like i look like a very aged women..the stretch marks..oh the stretch marks!!!!i continue to lather on the lotion,bio oil ,cocoa butter and whatever else i can get my hands on that i think or have heard works.yet still those little suckers continue to pop up.
i have had terrible pressure in my baby outcoming area:) to the point where just turning over at night just aches!after sitting for a while or laying,getting up is awfully painful!the dr says this will only get worse..lovely!but ive also heard taht since i had it so bad now..maybe that meens i will actualy go early:)ill take the pressure if thats what it meens:)
the baby is carrying super high-which has made it hard to breath at time,and sitting here at the computer dont always work so well either-the baby gets kinda annoyed with my slouching..usually wen i sit here he/she feels like it just cant get confortable(which it pry cant) feels pretty funny
me and 2 of my best friends and tehre hubbys are goin camping..im talking hard core camping,tents food over fire cold as winter camping:)im so excited..best part..were all 3 pregnant:)talk about troopers!!!its gana be a blast:)
well i think thats about all i have to share for now...
one picture just for exciting sake:)
matt cant wait to see our baby reppin clemson:)

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