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im so in love with my husband-hes far more then i deserve..we have an adorable little boy who was born in november '10 and has light up our world!i love color,boots,a bottle of wine,lights,music..and the list goes on.i have my own style...one that changes whenever i feel the need.:)i love being outside ,seeing new things,and dreaming of what else i wana do in my life.i got married in sept 09 and moved 10 hours away from the town i lived in for the past 21 years..but i love this new life ive started and am so excited to see what else Gods gana do with my life.my husband is the most incredible man ive ever met and he makes life that much more enjoyable.meeting new people is a thrill to me..especially since moving,ive had to make allot of new friends and i love what all these people add to my life.i love life and am living it to the fullest.

Monday, October 4, 2010

Today is the kind of day i have been waiting for..the kind when i wake up in the morning and i know..i just know "today im gana get allot done!" and i did:) wioth all the energy i could muster upi took on cleaning my whole house..all at once!!since i been pregnant i will clean one room..and then do antoerh room the next week n so on-so my house has never felt "all clean" at once:) until today:)and let me tell you how good it feels-dispite the horrible ache in my back..its a great feeling:)
fall has FINALLY arrived here in the south!!and it came with a bang!!suddenly it is super cold around here...but i love every bit of it!:)weve had our windows open for the past week or so..no matter how cold it gets we leave them open ..we both get warm quickly so we like a cold house..then we bundle up if need be:)electra on the other hand is constantly finding a blanket to snuggle up in..she seems a little cold:)
week #31 has arrived as well:)and were still kicking:)i loveee tthis part of my pregnancy..my belly has become quite a distraction for me:)i find myself staring at it waiting for it to move from one side to the other-or a little bump to bulge out so i can push it in ..thats my favorite part..ill feel the babies foot or knee or something sticking out and then ill push it in and feel it go..and in a bit it turns up somewhere else..so ill push it in again....we could play this game for hours i thik..every dnow and again baby mullet will finally just"stay in":)i can often feel its little butt sticking up too..its awesome to be able to feel exactly where the baby is..last weekend we were camping with our church and i told matt to feel the left sideof my belly then feel the right..he jsut laughed.the right was hard as a rock and the left was a pile of mush:) so matt scooted baby over to the left side..but it quickly went back to the right:)it seems to like the right side a bit better:)matts neices get sucha kick out of feeling my belly-and i get a kick out of them tryni to find it or little sophia puts her ear to my belly to ttry to hear the baby:)oh yes i love being pregnant...its so fun all the new things that happen inside of you...but i am sooo ready to get this body back into shape..i have gained an enormous amount of weight and it bothers me soo bad yet at the same time i am pregnant..i did hope that wen i would get prego i would keep my body and just pop out the front..this soooo did not happen-i HATE taking pictures of myself cause i cant stand how puffy my face looks or how flabby my arms are..and PLEASE dont get my ancles on the picture!i have none!:) i can laugh about it now..but in 9 weeks once babies out of my tummy..i will not be laughing!! i pray everytday that God will give me energy to work off the baby weight and that i will be happy with how i look..cause we all know how you feel about yourself is what matters the most:)dnt amtter what others say.i ahd to take my rings off today-it was hard work getting them off..but with the help of butter and cold water..they came off..my fingers are so swollen that my rings left a bold red mark around my finger..so im guessing i wont be wearing them for the next 9 weeks..i hate not wearing my rings..for a few reasons btu the main one..i dont want people thinking that i got knocked up and have no husband to take care of me:)so i might make matt go get me a bigger ring that you can buy at walmart:)
i get to go "home" (my other home:))to see my family this weekend!i am sooo excited!this will be the alst time ill go to pa before baby mullet arrives..that itself is pretty exciting:) but i cant wait to meet my latest nephew Carson Miles..my brother raym and his wife jo had there baby a few weeks ago and it tears me up that i stil havent met him..but soon enough..i plan on holding him all weekend:)thursday wen i get tehre im spending the afternoon with my cousin/best friend..and this is sucha special thing for me..her birthday is on wednesday so im soo glad i get to hang out with her for her bday:)and since shes goin on vaca for 2 weeks on friday im glad im catching at least one day to be with her:) SUPER excited to hang out with my sisters(including my sis in laws..they are my sisterS) and my mom i know they already have a few things planned and i am beyond excited...wen we all get together you KNOW theres gana be a good time..i adore my sisters n mom...there is no other women who i id rather spend my time with...being away from them is the hardest thing..and also the best thing..the best thing because wen i come home..were together alllll weekend:)that wouldnt happen if i lived there:)i often wonder what it would be like if i lived 5 minutes from them...i cant let myself think about it too much or i could getg really down about it..but for a little ..its a super fun thought:) the BEST part about going "home" is staying with my mom and dad ...it feels nothing like it did before i was married...sure back then it was just the 3 of us as well...but i didnt appreciate them then like i do now..i didnt "drink in "every moment i had with them at the thouse then like i do now...and i defninately didnt have that thought that this is only for a few days like i do now..oh i am always ready to come home (my home..here in nc)no doubt about that...but its nice cause wen i go to pa...i know that this is only for a few days...therefore i find myself just bathing in the time i spend with my family...i find myself looking at each one of them a little longer cause i know it will be a while before i see them agian-i find myself doing things like watching a movie at my sisters late at night dispite the facet taht i am getting up early because i jsut cant do that any other day..or picking my neices up from school cause really how many times will i be able to that before they graduate:) or laying in bed with my parents and watchin deal or no deal cause next time were together matt will probably be with and i know he wont wana lay in bed with mom and dad...or take a nap with mom in her bed in the middle of the afternoon cause in a week ill be napping alone again....a year ago..all these "small" things became big to me...all these things are no longer just something i can do but something i GET to do:) some of you might think this is sad...but for me its not sad...i love the way i feel wen i go back to pa now...the feeling like i wana do all i can while i can cause im goin home in a few days and it will be a while before ill get to do this again...its a good feeling..its a live like ur dying feeling..only im not really dying..its just not everyday that i get to be with my family:) and this weekend is especially special..cause it is most likely the last time i go "home"(to pa) alone...after this weekend i wont get to go to pa just like that-cause ill have child... which will probably make my trips to pa that much more exciting but also probably allot mroe limited.:( but thats ok-ill just make my fam come to see me:)
enough of my rambling...i wana post some pictures...
this is week 30(i had just scratched my belly..those are not stretch marks on my belly)

last week one day stephy and i went out on a drive and picked some berries to make wreaths with-we were sure if we were allowed to pick them so we did it very sneakily...and then the next day we made thee beautoiful fall arrangements

so proud of ourselves:)

even though its pretty much dead berries hangin on my door now..it was pretty for a few days:)and it brought many smiles to my heart cause i made it with my own hands :)

matt didnt have any games last week and by thursday evening i ws really bored..so we played jenga..i love this game..and get quite into it:)

we laughed so hard everytime it would fall..well i would laugh so hard matt just laughed at me laughing..i dont no why i found it so funny..btu i did.

our little pookie hangin out with us:)as she always does:)

n last but not least-my hubby and i ..in 9 weeks we wil be parents:)could life get any more exciting?! matt is not a fan of taking pictures obviously..and me..well heres my puffy face:)


enjoy your week!!!!:)

1 comment:

  1. awww, this post gave me tears. I'm sooo proud of you and how you have embraced your life in NC. You done good, girl, real good. I can't wait till you come up this weekend. We are going out on thursday night and i don't have to go to the dragon on friday till about 11 so you should come up in the morning for a frappe.
    fyi, you look beautiful preggo. i know how ya feel but you gotta embrace the you you are know and when the time comes, God will help you work on the you you will be then. WOW, that sounds a little confusing...did ya "get it"?
    HURRY HOME

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