this little man...the sunshine of my life..
being a mommy is sucha huge blessing..i love staying at home with my baby-other then cleaning,laundrey and dishes i dont have that mucht o do during the day which meens i have time to just lay on the floor and talk to him,or sit out on our porch and watch him look around,or let him play in his bath tub every morning for a while,or rock him until he falls asleep...im so thankful how aware i am that these are the big moments in life..and Lord willing im gana have 3 or 4 more ,so this time,right now,i wont EVER get again...just me and my baby....and then wen the 2nd and 3rd one comes..it will be that way again,but my goal in life right now is to enjoy the moment,the right now.
parenting with my husband is the best.i was scared for a long time that once we become parents,everything between us would change,and not in a good way..it HAS changed,but in the best way possible..i dont think marriage has ever been better then it is right now...we love to have fun,and asher has jumped right on board with that.he doesnt keep us from havinga good time.were so sarcastic..for a while i didnt take his sarcasm to well..but wen i figured it out,and realized what fun we could have with it,its one of the things i love most about him:)everytime i see him talkin to uor son,llaughing with him,talkin baby talk with him.i light up..thres nothing sexier then seeing ur husband as a father.and i am eternally gratefull that the Lord has allowed us to be parents together.i know not all couples are able to have children and after seeing my sister go through a few years of thinkin they wouldnt be able to concieve(whcih ppraise the Lord ,after thsoe few years they now have 2 kids of tehre own and 1 addopted)i realized it is truely a blessing and an honore to be able to have children.
i love our evenings right now..matt comes home from work-hangs out with asher till dinner is ready.asher sits in his bouncer as matt and i eat and he either fusses to us or just sits there and watches:)-so perfectly content(most the time:))after dinner,we change it up but latelyi take a shower while matt gets asher ready for bed and give him his cereal bottle,then the 3 of us watch some tv while i try to get asher to sleep,we put him down between 730 and 830 and after that matt and i snuggle on the couch and watch our shows on tv..thats our time together-it works for us..we sit there and talk about our shows:)make each other laugh..we love that time..over the summer it dont happen as much cause matt has ballgames but we always come home from a game and then if the braves are on ,we watch that game yet too:)its so fun to see how much our marriage has grown over the past year and a half... i so beleive when people say "it keeps getting better"cuz so far it has:)
well thats all for me for today-this post has been pretty random-but thats how i roll:)