we had a pretty rough week last week-asher had a bad cold and a cough,and then i got the same thing which to find out mine ws allergies:( matt has been coaching little league and last week of all weeks they had a tournament which meens he was gone 3 of the 4 nights that i was feeling miserable and the 4th night we had to clean a house(he went with me cause i was so miserable and it had to be done)friday morning i went to matts aunts house to go with her to a party,i walked in,asher was screaming,and i just broke down and cried..(for the 2nd time that morning) y sweet aunt,who is a lady i just adore,gave me a hug and prayed healing over asher and told me it was gana be ok..last week was a week i needed my mom.monday was the first of us both being sick and all day i just wanted to sleep but asher was real fussy(hes teething on top of that)matt came home for about a half hour and then left to go coach,everytime he left this week i think i got tears...my dear sweet parent in laws came over that evening to visit with me,im sure they have no idea what that menat/did for me!matts mom put asher to sleep for me and i just sat there for the first all day not worried about him and not holding him..it meant soo much to me that they stopped in while matt was gone.asher is now feeling much better..stilla a little stuffy and still not back to his normal sleeping through the night:( which i pray for every evening cause i have been loosing allot of sleep throughout the night which i make up for in the mornings but then i have no energy wen i do crawl out of bed at 10-11 am:(saturday i started gettins sinus headaches-i have never evr had such bad headaches...sunday i stayed home from church cause i had one and then another one later that morning.i wasw really worried that something was seriously worried till i googled sinus headaches and realized thats what it was...i did a ferw things that they recomended and havent had one since ..thank the Lord!
today im feeling alolto better..im stil very stuffed and i cough allot whenever i laugh or get a little worked up-but im pretty sure thats from all the nasty pollen(which our blue truck looks yellow..no lie!)last week felt like such a serious,emotional week which i dont do well with to much seriousness:)so i was excited to get this week started off knowing i had allot of stuff goin that would get me out of the house(which i need to do more of)..but this morning started off the same as every morning last week-i didnt fall asleep til sometime after 1 last night(no clue why) asher was up at 5 and again at 7 and from 7-8 didnt do much sleeping finaly at 8 i got up til 9 and we both went back to bed til 1030:)so agian-no energy,on top of that i got a call about a job i did,and she very nicely asked me to come and go over some things(another words,i didnt do a good enough job) i do not do well with this kind of stuff,i felt beyond terrible about it,i even cried to my mom cause i felt so awful,and i was soo hard on myself.i dont know why im like this,but any time i have any kind of conflict against me i take it soo hard.maybe i care what ppl think to much,i dont know but i just wanted to lay on the couch for the rest of the day and feel miserable..i talked ot my mom about it who told me i cant be so hard on myself..and i realized she was right,so i cleaned a part of my house:)which got interupted cause asher does not want to take long naps:(he sleeps half hourto 45 minutes-if im lucky an hour..normally he takes 2 hour naps:(PLUS hes not sleeping at night-LORD HELP ME!
wow ths post seems like alot of complaining...and i didnt meen for it to come out like that...i wanted to write about this so someday i can read back over it and be so thankful for health and good times with my family.so please dont be mistaken i still love being a momma as much as i ever did!we just had a rough week:)

a few sweet pics from the weekend...
asher and his cousin dakota-2 weeks apart.

those little feet..

watchin the masters with his daddy...